my confession.

Carolyn Dawn Johnson-Çomplicated


So complicated, I'm so frustrated.
I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away, 
I wanna make you go, I wanna make you stay.

written in the stars

life may be heavy now. but know, i can help lift the weight off your shoulders. i'm always here, as you know. i always have been for you. your friendship to me is worth more then all the harry potter books in the world. (thats a big deal. ) you have an amazing soul, and your kindness is so flattering and admiring i sometimes don't know what to do or say. - hence when i get quiet, maybe i just like listening to you talk. even if its about something with not much substance. it still matters to me. you matter to me. (you. Yeah YOU) haha

music suggestion via. Jonny

Listen. Love It.


She and Him's - Why Do You let Me Stay Here?
Why don't you sit right down and stay awhile? 
We like the same things and I like your style 
Its not a secret; why do you keep it? 
I'm just sitting on the shelf 

Jurassic Park

words.

“Mamihlapinatapai: A look shared by two people with each wishing that the other will initiate something that they both desire but which neither one wants to start.”

Communication..

You're asking me to trust you, when I don't think you even trust me. How is that fair? I'm not this girl you have experienced in the past, nor am I any of the girls that have screwed you over before. "Hopefully I've changed. With you, I'm a new person and you make me want to try harder." You can't just say these things, then retract.