Dee

Saw my other half last night super quick cause she was in town to surprise her sister's for their bday! (HBD Ro and Clo) =D


So Dee was out last night with her lovely, polite boyfriend.
And does it ever make me happy to see you that happy !
You deserve this !
I already told him, 'Don't hurt her.' I genuinely don't think he ever will.
My final thought: ITS ABOUT FUCKING TIME! ;) hahaha love youu

UPDATE MY LIFE. I MEAN BLOG.

Alright, so my mini vacation to Montana was fabulous! Thanks to Dano's grandparents for letting us use the condo and thanks to Dano for driving =) . I had so much fun with the wonderful ladies: Bree, Dee, Dano, and Lisa. I spent more money then I should have. budgeting is so hard. I have found a new love for frozen yogurt and made many new memories . "Classic", "I CAN NOT", "S.F". love you ladies and I loved cute Whitefish Montana.

Lethbridge. Oh lethbridge. Helped dee, jess, jill and megan move into their spacious 5 bedroom house. I had a blast as usual. I never knew how much I missed Mr.Carter until I saw him! I miss it alot already. Not school just the atmosphere (haha!) Thanks to Mr.Carter and dee, i have a new love for Vampire Diaries as well. (Just what I need more television).

Being back home is sensational.. until I realize that I'm back to reality and I have so much to do in 2 months I don't even know where to begin:

1. Save money for Ottawa & Montreal Sept 22 
2. Find cute dress for wedding in Ottawa
3. Book drivers ed
4. Pass drivers ed
5. Tattoo October 1 !!
6. Find a big girl job
7. Clean out room/clothes/shoes/purses (i have a shopping issue)
8. Get license
9. Save for a car
10. Purchase car
11. Apply to SAIT
12. Get accepted to SAIT
13. Next lethbridge getaway
14. Reach weight loss goal by Dec 1.

So much to do. 

MUST ACCOMPLISH ALL!

in the dark, towards the light.

This will probably be my last post for 10 days or so.

I start my sweet, sweet vacation tomorrow morning! Road tripping it down to the states with some great company, shopping, tanning, laughing. Just simply enjoying my life.
Then I will be going to lethbridge. I am NOT looking forward to when I have to leave. The sadness is over whelming. That is no longer my life - it will be the part of my life I only get to visit. My other half, my sister, my rock will be moving back.. This sucks...

MIGHT AS WELL MAKE IT THE BEST TRIP TO LETHBRIDGE YET!

young money baybeee

Lil wayne concert was fantastic. Had the time of my life. My ribs were sore because I had my arms up for 96% of the concert.. I love it! haha. He threw his shoe at us, dee and i touched it.. almost had it. But these two girls fought over it.. hard. ha. it was a greaatttt night.

Roommate

Here's my obvious "blog confession": I am going to miss you more then anything. I would not trade these last 8 months for the world. And the fact that I will NOT be with you next year makes me so unbelievably sad. (No joke, crying while writing this right now at 3:28 am). All of the memories we created together in this 880sq ft condo. Our "one person at a time please!" kitchen. The stoner moments, the drunken moments, slumber parties in the living room, breaking the chair, thats so raven, netflix, puking on the couch, midnight mcNasty runs, drunken wednesdays, thursdays, fridays and saturdays, all nighters, kernels, the heartaches and heartbreaks, the sing alongs and making new songs (haha!), studio, dairy queen, smurf, our feeble attempt at streaking, "hot mamma", LCB, your tasty food creations on and off the pot, the strippers, boys, bitch slaps, the 1920s party *cringe, you and your obsession with wraps, harry potter marathons, watching all 7 seasons of one tree hill in 2 weeks, pasty language, road trips back to calgary blasting Much '98, Rihanna and Eminem, and moving in. It feels like we moved in just yesterday.. and now we're packing up these last 8 months. I'll never forget this. And i will never forget how much you were there for me. I seriously cannot tell you enough how much I love you. You were my rock in lethbridge. You'll continue to be my rock the rest of my life. Thank-you for being you. 

End note: "You know, I honestly thought i would get sick of you by now."

"I feel the same way. That didn't happen."

love

Dwayne Michael Carter Jr

April 29,2011 <3

Boys

Fuck you for hurting her for more then 5 years of her life. You're an asshole. She deserves the world. And all you've ever done is fuck with her head. 
Dee, you know you're more then worthy of something glorious, something full of unconditional love. He isn't worth. He's never been worth it. I love you. And I'm sorry this shit keeps happening to you.


"The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for." Bob Marley

Ch-ch-changes!

My other half/cousin/sister/bestfriend got accepted to the University of Lethbridge!!! Know what that means? We can finally plan our future! haha. Her getting accepted means we can find a place there, move in and start new! We get to have taco nights, late night study sessions, and Glee marathons. I'm more then excited. We go down next Saturday to pick up our books and ID cards. And we have appointments to see some apartments!! Life begins now. Whats ironic is that, I received my U of C acceptance letter. "Congratulations, we are glad to inform you of your acceptance into the Law and Society Major." Truth? If I would have been told way earlier, I probably would've picked U of C. But, thats probably just my insecurities about leaving. About change. I know a lot of things will change; with friends and the boyfriend. I'm terrified. However, I'm doing this for me. And, everything happens for a reason anyway.

EXCITEMENT !!!!