blast from the past!

Dontcha put it in your mouth!

i think i might write for awhile.

The rest of your life is a long time and whether you know it or not it's being shaped right now. You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices or you can fight back. Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world, that's just the way it is but for the most part you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question. What's worse not getting everything you wished for or getting it but finding out it's not enough? The rest of your life is being shaped right now with the dreams you chase, the choices you make and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time and the rest of your life starts right now.

UPDATE MY LIFE. I MEAN BLOG.

Alright, so my mini vacation to Montana was fabulous! Thanks to Dano's grandparents for letting us use the condo and thanks to Dano for driving =) . I had so much fun with the wonderful ladies: Bree, Dee, Dano, and Lisa. I spent more money then I should have. budgeting is so hard. I have found a new love for frozen yogurt and made many new memories . "Classic", "I CAN NOT", "S.F". love you ladies and I loved cute Whitefish Montana.

Lethbridge. Oh lethbridge. Helped dee, jess, jill and megan move into their spacious 5 bedroom house. I had a blast as usual. I never knew how much I missed Mr.Carter until I saw him! I miss it alot already. Not school just the atmosphere (haha!) Thanks to Mr.Carter and dee, i have a new love for Vampire Diaries as well. (Just what I need more television).

Being back home is sensational.. until I realize that I'm back to reality and I have so much to do in 2 months I don't even know where to begin:

1. Save money for Ottawa & Montreal Sept 22 
2. Find cute dress for wedding in Ottawa
3. Book drivers ed
4. Pass drivers ed
5. Tattoo October 1 !!
6. Find a big girl job
7. Clean out room/clothes/shoes/purses (i have a shopping issue)
8. Get license
9. Save for a car
10. Purchase car
11. Apply to SAIT
12. Get accepted to SAIT
13. Next lethbridge getaway
14. Reach weight loss goal by Dec 1.

So much to do. 

MUST ACCOMPLISH ALL!

OTH Season 3, episode 16

Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty. This hatred. How did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us? That we now send our children into the world like we send young men to war. Hoping for their safe return; but knowing that some would be lost along the way.. When did we lose our way? Consumed by the shadows; swallowed whole by the darkness.  Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?

!!!!!

The One Tree Hill season finale was so fantastic! Love the show so much!

me.

i should just live in solitutde.
its safer to guard my heart from situations such as these.
vulnerablity.
hate it.
hate everything about it.

so i decide to engulf myself into television shows with fake love and great lives. wishing it was me.

Pretty Little Liars

My favourite show on television. It's suspenseful, thrilling, and fully of mystery! I just watched the season finale. AND IT BLEW MY MIND. I am now more tempted then ever, to google my life away and spoil it all for myself. If you haven't watched it, I highly recommend watching all of the first season. Its fantastic.I don't want to wait until June 14, 2011 for the second season to start. Although when you think about it, that is fairly close! haha.

SO GOOD! 

days like this.

staying in watching sex and the city seasons, dyyyying to go to new york and walking in on my roomy balling her eyes out to OTH . haha.

i live for days like this.
i also live for nights like tonight!
getting all dressed up, great dress, great heels, good booze and great friends.

lets do it right.
ender bender.

=)

i love my bestfriend.
 watching Glee. and sitting here listening to her CHEW ice cream....
ps. she's trying to eat it with a fork? she's strange. very strange.
thats why i love her. =D hahaha.

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LOS ANGELES - "The O.C.," the once-hot teenage soap opera that saw its ratings plummet like a delinquent student's grades, has been canceled. The final episode of the drama will air 9 p.m. EST Thursday, Feb. 22, Fox TV and Warner Bros. Television Production Inc. said Wednesday.
The finale "will deliver real closure to the series, to the story we began telling four years ago," series creator Josh Schwartz said in a statement. "It will be fun and emotional and I think really satisfying. It is the finale we always planned to do."
Based in the affluent Orange County, Calif., city of Newport Beach, "The O.C." caught fire in its first season, 2003-04, as the top-rated drama among advertiser-favored young adults and with a total audience of nearly 10 million.
The show's story lines revolved around Ryan Atwood (
Benjamin McKenzie) an outsider thrust into a heady new world of money and sex, and rich high school kids including Seth Cohen ( Adam Brody) and Marissa Cooper ( Mischa Barton) and their families.
"The O.C." didn't sustain its momentum, dropping to about 7 million weekly viewers during 2004-05 and then to fewer than 6 million last season. This year, returning in November after Fox wrapped its postseason baseball coverage, "The O.C." has only drawn about 4 million viewers.
Observers have pointed to a variety of possible reasons for the slump, including inconsistent quality, the fickleness of younger viewers and a time-slot change.
The third-season finale's high drama, in which Marissa was killed in a car crash, didn't turn the series around. This year found Ryan confronting the death of his one-time girlfriend and the man who caused it.
Fox ordered 16 episodes for the 2006-07 season and all will have aired when the series concludes in February, a network spokesman said Wednesday.
Others in the show's cast include Peter Gallagher, Kelly Rowan, Melinda Clarke
Rachel Bilson, andAutumn Reeser.
Despite its brief heyday, the show helped establish cast members including Brody, Bilson and Barton as fan and tabloid favorites.
A replacement for the series was not immediately announced by Fox