The love of my life on our special day !

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I am The Queen of Cheddar Town ..

Here it is... Another-more public-proclamation of my love for him. This is the outlet I choose, so I will let it out!  

I've been typing and erasing and typing and erasing scrambling, trying to string the words together to describe this feeling in my heart right now. I could simply say, "I miss you like crazy!" But for some reason that just doesn't seem to do it justice. I have never felt so far, yet so close to someone like this. To feel as though my heart is with you right now. I can't sleep, can't eat, can't focus. It is so consuming. The emotions involved in missing someone so much. Laying in bed doesn't seem right without your arms around me, learning something new is not as much fun when I don't have you to share it with.. It is so astonishing to me that I have been blessed, so young to have felt something this beautiful. To fall in love with your integrity, and kindness. To witness your altruistic hands, move and sway so wonderfully towards everyone you meet. That feeling everyone gets when YOU walk into a room because you put everyone at ease. To watch how magnificent you are in times of hardship, because your nobility and compassion is what gets me through. Every. Single. Time. What I've come to learn after all this reflection is that..

This is only the beginning of the rest of Our life together.

and that is a blessing all on its own.

Understanding

I know, no body really gets it. "It's too fast, too soon. How do you know? Are you sure? Have you thought about this this and that?" 

Yes, I have. I appreciate your concerns so much, because it means you love me, you love us. 

However, I really cannot put into words to describe how great this feeling is. It is overwhelming, and consuming. You feel whole. 

It just feels right. Since the moment I met him, it has always felt right. 

It really is this simple. 
"When you know, you know."

Freudenthaler

You are the most caring, genuine, hilarious, down-to-earth, assertive, talented, hard-working, admirable, handsome, thoughtful, and cheeeeeesiest person I've ever met! You're amazing. I admire you. Every single inch of you. I never knew the day would come, when I'd meet that one person to turn it all around for me! I've found hope in you. Hope that there is someone, for everyone. The belief that, I see my future in you.

You are everything I could ever ask for and more.

I heard you like the wild ones.

You're my bestfriend. 

I couldn't ask for more.

When it's right, it's right. 

Home is wherever I'm with you.

BEN!

King and Queen of Cheddar town!

Oh babe, legit, you're the best.

"I am soooo grateful that this is real! I like you a ton, and everyday you marvel me more and more. I feel like we were made for eachother, and I'm sure glad we found eachother!"

you are so worth it.

Not something I need to justify.

It just is..

There's no stopping us right now.

Robinhood

‎"The real winners are not those at the top, but those who have come the farthest over the toughest roads. Your victory may never make the headlines. But you will know about it, and that's what counts."

Ernest Fitzgerald


I see this, and automatically think of you. 


I have been single for a year, and have learned so much about myself, about what I want, what the world has to offer, and most of all how much I really don't know. Which only makes me excited to learn! 
I resented you because of this. 
I was so ignorant and selfish and you tried to help me understand..
Now, I understand. 

you got that right.

Dee

Saw my other half last night super quick cause she was in town to surprise her sister's for their bday! (HBD Ro and Clo) =D


So Dee was out last night with her lovely, polite boyfriend.
And does it ever make me happy to see you that happy !
You deserve this !
I already told him, 'Don't hurt her.' I genuinely don't think he ever will.
My final thought: ITS ABOUT FUCKING TIME! ;) hahaha love youu

repeat.

Listen. Love it.


Gotye - Somebody That I Used to Know (ft. Kimbra) 
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

the science guy

My last relationship only lasted 16 months. Science is right. 

conundrum

I think its hilarious that the more unattainable I come off as, the more guys seem interested. I'm not trying to complicate things. When I say, 'I am not looking for a relationship.' I mean, 'I am not looking for a relationship.' Thats great that you like me, just don't get too caught up, for your sake. I thoroughly enjoy only worrying about myself. =) Keep it casual. 




Keep your youth.

fight or flight

In certain situations you have to make that decision, suck up your pride and confront your issues face-to-face. Sometimes you have to grow up, and realize that ignorance really isn't bliss. When you know the decision you've made has actually benefited you: that is maturity. Accepting and moving on. Life's too short. Be young, be happy.

when you think of a type of person, do you think of music?

If you could some up your perfect person into 5 songs, what songs would you pick?
Think about it..

And if you've thought about a person right now, what 5 songs would you use to describe them?

SO FREAKING CUTE!