selfishness.


its like an addiction; except, you're addicted to yourself.
seriously.


ps. i love that i'm extremely logical and beyond my years. ha
looked at apartments today in lethbridge. really overwhelming. and the words "afford" "budget" and "money" came up more than once. its really frightening to think that i'll be living on my own and paying for everything. and you dream big for yourself, but when you think realistically, you can only get a decent piece of shit for a decent amount of money a month. messed up, i know. but i'll buy myself a house, one way or another. renting is a waste. secretly i hope my parents and my aunt and uncle go halfsies on a place so my cousin/sister/bestfriend and i can have a stellar place, for a good amount of money. thats the dream right now.. life. ...shit.