yeah, okay. Its nice having someone there, feeling that companionship, the cuddling, watching the cute romantic movies. i miss that, i love having that now. but do i need it? no . i'm having so much fun only worrying about me. only loving myself. I'm going to be selfish! i owe it to myself to be selfish. there's so much i want to do for myself . i've always been independent; but this is something new. and i love it! please be happy for me.
having a relationship, is more than i can handle right now. its so much effort. and time. and stress. i just don't want it. or need it. i'm not ready for that. and i refuse to let myself get completely caught up in someone else right now because i don't want to hurt them. yes, there's obviously feelings between us. but i can't be anything more for you. i don't want anything exclusive, or serious. i just want it to be you and i. watching cute movies and cuddling. thats it.
i'm so happy . i'm so proud of myself.
love my life.
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