Smack dab, in the middle.

No matter how much I explain myself to you. No matter how much it does make sense. I'm still the bad guy. The only thing that hurts me, is that you're so willing to make me out to be this horrible person. You are an amazing soul. And I'm so happy to know you. But if you can't respect the fact that my intentions were pure and honest from the beginning then I don't know what else to say. Its been almost 15 years since we've been in each others lives. Too many memories to count, countless retarded inside jokes and the journey of growing up with each other. I never want to give that up. You're one of the few people that I trust. You've always been there for me, and I like to think that I've always been there for you.
Due to a series of unfortunate events, everything now makes sense to me. When you're ready to talk, I'm here.