"I do, I won't lie."

If you and I are supposed to be together, we will be. 

That conversation killed me. I still want the friend you've always been for me. 

And I know you. I know you will be. I just don't want you hoping something will happen with us right now.  Because right now, I need to figure out where I'm going with my life. And like I told you, being single is the best thing in the world. I need that right now. And the fact that you appreciate and understand that shows more about your character then you will ever realize. You're a great person. Probably the most genuine soul I've ever met. Stay Golden Ponyboy. ;)