Heartache.

I seriously, Cannot stop crying.
This hurts more then anything.
"I love you. I will always love you." "I feel like we're supposed to be together..this is hard."
"I guess this is why they say love hurts."
"It sucks. Cause everyone has said that we're so good together."


I'm supposed to marry you someday. We just need to work on ourselves. This sucks so bad, because yes, we are supposed to be together. Maybe us "sleeping on it" will make us stronger? Its just so hard. All of it. This. Us. You.
This doesn't feel right, but maybe its for the best.

It doesn't help that this song comes on MTV right after I get off the phone with you.. Back To December.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine