Consume.

It's time I stop making decisions based on what other people would think. I can't wait to achieve MY goals and worry about MY life. You're right, I shouldn't be looking to you for approval. Why I was doing that? Who knows. But, I know now, that girl you saw yesterday, isn't the girl today. Its about damn fucking time I stop letting my insecurities get the very best of me. Its time to trust in myself. The funny thing is, I was so happy and sure of who I was before we met. Relationships seem to get the very best of me too. Why you've stayed with me for this long I will never understand. But i sure as hell appreciate it. You can show me the very best person I can be, because, you make me that person. It shocks me and consumes me with tears and love when you say things like, "I don't deserve you, if you aren't happy with me. " and.. "I don't deserve you if I can't forgive you, OR love you. So..I forgive you." Yeah, there are certain things that I'm not happy about with us. But us is very different from you and me. However, we make a very good us, when we are just being you and I. I'm not sure if you're following? But it makes a lot of sense to me. In short, I love you and everything you stand for and everything you're aspiring to be. It may not make sense to me, but I support you, because I love you. And thats all that really matters.