that was the worst fight we've ever been in. it was also immature, and ridiculous. I was ridiculous. And when we said we didn't know, or we're confused. It was all bullshit. I'm glad we're both still hanging on. "I dont want to lose you." You've been so much apart of my life for 8 months that it was too hard to give up. And to think all this time I've been pushing you away. When we came to the climax of the whole fight, and when I woke up I knew to the bone it wasn't over. Last night was scary. And that feeling was the worst i've ever felt in my life.
I love you, and I know we can get through this.

I won't be pushing you away anymore.This is us, now. I need to work on myself, and I can still do that with you. i'm going to hold on for dear life