shutting eyes. where dreams seem more real.

if i feel like i'll never be enough for myself, how can I be enough for you?
this is hard. and over-thinking is what i do. you of all people should know this by now.
i appreciate your optimism, but its not exactly what i want right now.
i just. i. fuck it. i don't know what i want anymore.

goodnight world. sleep is all i do.