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it only takes one reminder to bring you back to the past. the past i wish to forget. the past i had with him. i can't take it back. any of it. i don't regret because well, it made me stronger. it made me part of who i am today. It still makes me sick, just thinking what he did. cheat. such an ugly word. fuck cheaters. all i ever did was wear my heart on my sleeve, and it took one little boy to take advantage. i get it, we're all lonely. some a hell of a lot more than others. but to constantly have another is too much. maybe thats all he wanted was some company. i could've been a friend to you, not someone you needed to use. ..However, in the end, Thanks. Sincerely. Every lie, every false sense of emotion you felt for me, made me realize how many people i had to fall back on. How strong i can really be. and how there's more to life than not being enough for somebody. I'm not going to be selfish and say i hate you. because that just makes me the same person as you. I hope you're happy doing whatever it is you're doing.
Holy rant. thanks for reading. =)