good mood.

today was so pretty and not to mention relaxing. however, things I NEED to get done, never really seem to get done.and the things i want to do, oddly come first. I do not like this switch up. but, i can't help it. hahah. maybe its just my teenage brain.  "whateva i do what i want." literally. this worries me for various reasons. procrastination can not and hopefully will NOT exist, in the fall of 2010. I'll be living with 3, maybe 4 other girls in a house. which means rent, cleaning constantly, homework, studying, working, and a social life. So of course i question :how in the shit is all of that going to balance out? this astounds me. not to mention the thought of leaving home, scares the living day lights out of me. =( leaving behind the family, the big italian family. and my bestfriends. the thought of this makes me cry. ha. i didnt want to mention leaving the boyfriend. because that makes it even harder. but i gotta cut the chord, and experience things on my own; i'm so ready. EXCITEMENT!!!!

Listen to:

Tegan and Sara - Nineteen

I felt you in my heart, before i ever met you.