false.

• i really dislike that this is the only thing that i can control. 
• behind closed doors.
• complications.
• too many emotions; i wish it was simpler. easier. 
• we always talk about whats next. or the possibility of being together for a really long time. i don't think we're ready for right now.. well right this moment thats how it feels. its always you. and i mean that with every fibre of my being. but sometimes its not easy. and i know its not supposed to be. but right now its hard. too hard. 
• complications.
• i just. can't. deal.