and in my hour of darkness, mother mary comes to me.

whisper words of wisdom. let it be.


on another note; i hope you can forgive my insecurities that have taken over lately.
and i hope you can forgive my lack of motivation.
and i hope you can over see my lack of self esteem.
and i hope you can hang on just a bit longer.

hope.

right now. i can't let it be. right now. i don't want to sleep.maybe i need medication for my head. i can't stand 1000000 thoughts a minute. i dislike how i feel when i'm alone. as pathetic as it sounds. i was never really good at being alone. and having you in my life. being the bestfriend i've ever had. the best love, i'm sure i'll ever feel... i have so much more to lose. these are some of the 1000000 thoughts i have. this is why i can barely ever sleep lately.


p.s. to someone different: i'm trying. success is overcoming failure. - me. its normal to have doubts. but always believe in yourself. without that you have nothing. you can't believe in others, until you believe in yourself. - me.